Monday, December 26, 2005

For those of you that regularly read my blog

I know that I had to change the actual address of my blog. I had an issue with someone e-mailing me and being a completely hateful jackass. So I figured I would go ahead and change the information so that person could not read it anymore. I do not understand why people have to be judgemental jerks to everyone around them. Is their life so incredably boring and lonely that they need to find the time to read other's blogs and post hateful rude comments? I dont know but alas I have moved my blog and for those that have questions you can e-mail me directly.


Sunday, December 25, 2005

Merry Christmas.....

OK so i've had a headache since around noon. The family has run off to the movies and i'm here alone. Wishing this headache would go away. I'm also baking a cheesecake and getting supper ready. Were having Spiral baked ham...yumm.....

I was going to go see my mom but with the headache/migraine it is never a good idea to be some place that takes at a minimum of twenty minutes to get in or out of the building.

I think I royally pissed a guy off today... I guess honesty is not always the best policy..... I guess I should learn to have more tact.... I dunno....

Friday, December 23, 2005

Happy Holidays, Merry Christmas

For those of you expecting a Christmas Card. Sorry.. They will go in the mail tomorrow and I know once again something I send out will be LATE.

I'm so incredably bored. and not really caring about the holidays this year. I guess not having someone to celebrate with has really made me care less about the actual festivities oh well I guess. Life goes on and When God closes a door he opens a Window. So I need to be patient and have faith.......easier said then done.


Saturday, December 10, 2005

I'm bored. what can I say....

I'm bored so lets see:

You Are

An Angry Pumpkin Face
You would make a good smashed pumpkin.

The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

In a Past Life...
You Were: A Friendly Philosopher.
Where You Lived: Germany.
How You Died: Hung for treason.
Who Were You In a Past Life?

Your Kissing Purity Score: 46% Pure
You're not one to kiss and tell...
But word is, you kiss pretty well.
Kissing Purity Test

How You Life Your Life
You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.
How Do You Live Your Life?

OMG this last one about how I live my life is so true... Kinda freakishly similar...

You are a Believer
You believe in God and your chosen religion.Whether you're Christian, Muslim, Jewish, or Hindu..Your convictions are strong and unwavering.You think your religion is the one true way, for everyone.

Pepperoni Pizza
Robust and dominant.When you go for something, you go full force.You tend to take control of situations easily.And in return, you get a ton of respect.

And to think..Pepperoni is my favorite pizza...well actually meat lovers is..but I dont think that was an option :)

You're A Passed Out Drunk
Drinking gives you that warm fuzzy feeling, until you're thrown in the back of a police car...
What Kind of Drunk Are You?

And thus...I seldom drink for fear of being the above named person....

How You Are In Love
You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
You give and take equally in relationships.
You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
How Are You In Love?

Let's see if I can get this darn thing posted.

Friday, December 09, 2005

As I sit here....

I sometimes wonder why people do the things they do.

I received an email yesterday. From a guy whom I really like. This e-mail was a forward I dont think I should of received. It was a request to "help me find the love of my life."

Gee if that isnt a slap in the face.

Apparently, being with me isnt enough he's looking for the next best thing. It's so frustrating trying to search and find that one person that will love me unconditionally. I think i'm just going to give up dating or talking to people as this has to be a million times easier then getting hurt each time I turn around.....

Life is not easy...and it seems that it's not going to get any easier either...