Thursday, July 31, 2008

ten weeks...

I'm so tired. LOL but I'm happy. I'm full of stew I just got done making. Half the time I eat I am ok. the other half of the time i spend about half my day feeling sick to my stomach. I don't know what to think of that.
It's funny how when iw as going thru infertility treatment I said I would NEVER complain about being pregnant. But I must have lied :)
My husband is happy about the baby, my family is happy as well.
I on the other hand am scared to death that something I am doing or going to do will mess this up for me. I just want to have a happy healthy baby. God will provide I am sure.

The major complaint about everything is that I continue to get migranes. I am not sure why. It's going to kill me!!! When I first started getting migraines when I was married to my first husband, I would pop a couple of migrane medications and sleep. A LOT. but... I cant' take the medication being pregnant. and come on Tylenol does NOT cut this crap.... So please..just decrease the amount of times I feel like crap in a week so I can actually work.

Friday, July 25, 2008

From Infertility to Fertility

For years I wanted a baby. My ex-husband and I tried very hard (me more so then him since I was the one getting all the procedures done!) And the stress and pain of infertility just killed our marriage (among other things). At that point I gave up ever hoping that I would have a baby of my own one day. I did not want to go thru that ever ever ever again. I didnt want my crazy compulshion to have a baby to run my life like I let it so long ago. When I got married my new husband had/has two children. It was a dream for me. I got to be a parent, no midnight feedings, no diapers. It was awesome. We never worried about a baby coming a long because...well...after years of fertility treatment, it just never happened.
Two years after I remarried...I was not feeling well. I could not move without my boobs hurting. It felt like I was going to start my period any day. I was not feeling good. I was tired and drained every day. So even against my better judgement I went ahead and tested....I was late for my period but heck I am usually never "normal" so I went ahead and tested...and there was two lines. TWO lines. What the heck. how could that happen? OK well i know how it happens honestly. but What!!! it just "happened" after allthese years of being told it WOULD NEVER happen.
OH thank God! Miracles do happen!

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Tired...A lot

What is the deal with being tired 24/7?? Cause I want to sleep every day for hour's a day. I guess that's part of being pregnant but COME ON I have to work!!! How do so many people birth so many rugrats!!! it's amazing.

Any suggestions?

Saturday, July 12, 2008

is it in my mind?

Since I found out that I am pregnant I have felt more and more naseated and simply exhausted. I know before I found out I was not feeling all that great. but WOW I wonder if some of it is in my mind. If I didn't know would I just ignore it and go on a lot quicker? I dunno. But i'm totally tired. I took a four hour nap this afternoon and i am still tired. I have a load of paperwork to do for work and I am sitting in the living room blogging. Yeah I'm not getting much done am I :) LOL>

Ahh well.

Sunday, July 06, 2008

Two lines on the stick

So this morning I was just going about my business but decided that I should pee on a stick this morning as I have been feeling a little "off" lately. So I peed on the stick and this is what came back:

OMG it's real and it's going to happen and if my calculations are approximated right, it's going to be February when this kiddo makes his or her debut. Now to find a dr in the area...