It's October 2016.
I'm twice divorced. Single mom. Full time employee and trying to figure life out.
Why isn't there a book for this? Why am I feeling like I am stumbling through.
I'm kinda/sorta but NOT seeing a guy. He is funny and nice and totally not interested in a relationship (thank God because I just could not go there right now in my life)
I'm trying to buy a house but trying to clear my credit after years of it being abused.
I'm tired...always tired. I need to figure out a routine...get back to the gym..something..anything but it seems like the second I get done working it's time to feed the kiddo..get her ready for bed and then I have about two hours left to myself to get stuff done for me... Ya know..for me..like dishes...housework. laundry...emails.... Following up with Sarah's medical needs.
Stuff just doesn't slow down. I am in a constant state of WTF in my life.
I went away for work in Georgia for two weeks and although I was busier than I ever am here at home... I slept beautifully... my poor sister however... was kind enough to watch Sarah and probably lost way more sleep than most aunts ever do :)
Life keeps charging on... i'm about to turn 37 soon..and all I can think is... I don't feel this old.....